A Transition Into the Unknown

The Road Of Uncertainty

As I graduated university with my degree in computer science a couple days ago, I feel unchanged. After a large and extreme event like this in my life I expected to feel different maybe better, but as everything in life it does not phase me. I’m not sure if I am the issue or maybe the world adds value to insignificant events, but I am truly in shambles.

Maybe I am a vain person, maybe it is all meaningless or I am just an ungrateful person. Or it just might be that the fear and uncertainty of what comes next, from either finding an internship then a job, to starting a masters degree I cannot afford or doing god knows what. As far as I can tell my future is uncertain and unknown, and that is what limits my joy even destroys it.

If I had known what life held out for me after the ending of such a chapter in my life I would find ecstasy in completing such an achievement, but alas the uncertainty had made my only emotion confusion and remorse. I want to start my life but I want to know what I am starting.

life has whispered in my ear:

whether you like it or not, your life is starting with or without knowing what the future holds.

Even though this causes me immense distress I will pass through this experience and many freshers along with me have felt this experience.

I am Daisy and this is my journal

May we find peace together my Daisies

Daisy Levs